12.17.2003

SIXTH SENSE DREAMS

I dreamt a very vivid dream the other night.

I was in the apt that I grew up in with my family and all of a sudden a catastrophic storm hit and the town flooded with raging waters. We stayed by the windows, watching the waist level waters furiously rip by. Soon, water began to seep into our home and my mother began to weep. Fortunately the rain had stopped but when the waters had settled, the buildings around us began to let out very disturbing noises and creaks as they swayed side to side. I looked out our window to see that the dirt and foundation had been washed away creating valleys and pits right outside our home. In a matter of minutes, buildings with weakened foundations started to crash all around us creating even a deeper bottomless pits. Suddenly to my horror, I saw a kid jump away from his family and into the valleys to his death. I was horrified and overcome with sadness for them. Then I witnessed the mother pushing her other daughter off the cliff, except that the daugther struggled to hold on - not wanting to die. I then realized what was goin on. The Mother was committing suicide for the entire family, given that their home had just been washed away, she was left feeling hopeless. The mother with her strong hand was finally able to push her daughter off and with that.. I screamed and woke up scaring the shit out of my friend who for I know was having a pleasant dream.

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Who comes up with dreams anyway. surely someone other than me created these dreams to shock me cause they have always have a "sixth sense" suprise ending to them. Who is comin up with these twisted plots in my head. Am I tricking myself? Am I dreaming that Im being tricked? What the hell is goin on in there?! ?!?!?