6.17.2004

DAMN HARD

Relationships are!

No one said it would be easy
But no one said it'd be this hard


I am trying to balance it all - Steve, Work, Career, Writing, Gym, Friends, Condo, Good laughs and Good drinks. However Steve is worried that he is not important enough in my life which breaks my heart because I am here, doing my best to juggle it all. He feels that as my boyfriend, his juggle should be juggled with more care and more love, and not be dropped in favor of the other balls but I have a feeling that he wont be happy unless I stop juggling at all.

How can I not juggle tho? Its what I do. I'm a juggling kinda guy. Ok, gotta go and work on some rewrites while I eat my lunch at my desk where I await a call from my realtor..

Up, Up, and Away !